Double face ni aisarete
( ダブルフェイスに愛されて/I Want to Be Loved by Double Face)

Overall Rating 4.5
Story 3.5
Artwork 4.5
Heart-Flutters 3.5
Spiciness 4.5
Sweetness 3.5
Author: Neji Jiji
Publisher: KiR comics
Release Date: January 9, 2026
Number of Volumes: 6 volumes
Completed: Yes
“A devilishly handsome charmer × an ordinary, easily-swayed guy. A heart-fluttering, zero-distance romance with your ultimate crush.”
Source: KiR comics, official description of I Want to Be Loved by Double Face
Shota is a college student who keeps his sexuality a secret. He tends to be drawn to flashy, dangerous-looking guys, but lately, he’s been quietly admiring his mild-mannered classmate Kanemoto, whom he considers his ultimate “oshi.”
But after a little incident brings Kanemoto’s attention to him, the distance between them suddenly disappears.
There’s just one problem: the gentle, easygoing Kanemoto has another side to him. Beneath his calm daytime persona is a tattooed, intimidating side, and Shota discovers that Kanemoto also works as a delivery-boy escort.
To make things even more complicated, Kanemoto finds out that Shota is gay. What starts as a surprising encounter quickly turns into a much closer relationship, and Shota finds himself falling harder and harder for the guy he used to admire from afar.
As Kanemoto slowly begins to show Shota the wounds and struggles he’s kept hidden, the two realize that what’s growing between them can’t be reduced to a purely physical relationship.
Through misunderstandings, emotional setbacks, and moments where they hurt each other, the two eventually find their way to mutual love.
A college BL romance where your “oshi” suddenly gets way too close for comfort, with plenty of gorgeous visuals, complicated feelings, and a dangerously attractive double-sided heartthrob.
My though
This one is pretty damn spicy… 😳
Kanimoto-kun has this ridiculously handsome aura that just sparkles ✨ And the fact that his whole vibe is completely different between his daytime and nighttime selves?? I’m sorry, I love BOTH versions. The gap is doing things to me. And that body… damn. LOL.
The art is gorgeous, so the way his physique is drawn is chef’s kiss. Everything looks so good that somehow I’m the one getting nervous just looking at him. (???) 😂
His nighttime look is pretty intimidating, but then he wraps Shota, who’s soaked from the rain, in a towel and literally takes him to the bath. That’s so cute. Even if it was partly an excuse to bring Shota home, I still couldn’t help thinking, “Wow, he’s actually so sweet…”
(Yes, I am an incredibly easy woman to win over. 😂)
And THEN he dries Shota’s wet report for him… AND HE CAN COOK???
Sir. You’re perfect. 😭
SPOILERS
Kanimoto-kun is actually scared of rainy nights and the sound of ambulances, so he ends up calling Shota when he gets scared. THAT IS SO CUTE. 😭
I’m starting to think my type might just be watching a guy who’s always perfect and strong completely fall apart for once… 👀
And when you find out that he lost his parents when he was young, it suddenly makes sense why he’s so capable of taking care of himself and handling all the little things around the house. It adds so much more depth to him.
And when these two finally become mutually in love… their spicy scenes are EVERYTHING. Kanimoto-kun is ridiculously hot. The way he switches between his sweet daytime persona and his darker nighttime vibe is honestly unfair.
Anyway…
This man is WAY too damn sexy. 😭
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